Diamonds and Rust孤独是迷人的

i dunno what iam up to recently, i m tired .the fatigue really crack me down. God dont move that mountian, but give me strength to climb it.

the sort of work ealily make me exhausted though i like being there sometimes. im off early today, cause i was dizzy enough to fall. i ve learnt a bit about it, i was talking, i was reading, laughing,wathing,learning,feeling happy, happiness makes me tired.

ive got a feeling today. i dont know why i m prone to cry. i have no reason to do so though. i havent had this gloom for days. maybe i like it for some time. ya, this is pretty. sweety dont worry, i think its just because of the tirdness

sometimes i find myself fragile like a glass vase, but the vase is dissatisfied with being a containner of flower. i m overwhelmed by my tiny self-motivation. i hate it. ok, just occasionally.

i m learning German, not sehr meuhsam yet. but it will take lods of time. hope i can make it to the end. lover, give me strength. 

yh, i have to pull myself together. burn like a dry wood, or a candle whatever. baby you have to use it somehow. just let it out. its on the road.